- I was extremely reluctant to read this or any other book on the mushroom murders. The media's constant, bland, repetitive reportage of it over the last two years has been insufferable.
- Yet this book is written by three of my favourite Australian authors. I had to read it.
- I actually enjoyed it immensely. It's balanced, open minded, and not biased in any way. Though they’re exasperated. They’re not writing, they’re talking to each other, and their discussions about the two month trial are being recorded. And hence this book.
- And the real joy is they’re highly literary. There are lots of meaningful quotes from ancient and modern authors dotted throughout. On all sorts of aspects of what it means to be human.
- The trial was held in Morwell, east of Melbourne in Gippsland. They drive there regularly over the course of the trial, often staying for a few days in some dump of a hotel. They’re talking to one another all the time, trying to explore Erin’s background and upbringing and her psychological makeup. And her family, particularly her feminist mother whom she resented.
- Simon, her husband, was authoritarian, and a fervent Baptist. He was coercive and controlling.
- Helen is reflective and confronts the real questions: why did she do it? ‘What is in your head and how did it get there?’ She was…'overwhelmed by her emotions...In order to live a life, women have to throttle back in themselves huge amounts of aggression. So I'm never surprised when I hear about a woman killing someone. It doesn't surprise me at all.'
- Chloe, on the other hand, is ‘the hard arse’. ‘What if we expected a broken person and we’re seeing a monster?’ ‘Of all the huge stories happening in the world, why are we all here? Climate change, the Middle East, AI about to take our jobs, the threat to democracy. But that is exactly why everyone is here. So as not to think about these things.'
- They talk about country towns, and the Baptist church. Erin's husband's father was the pastor.
- And, of course, the mushrooms. Erin thoroughly researched death cap mushrooms, and where to find them. Details of all types of mushrooms are presented by experts during the trial. Health and Childcare officials had tried to question Erin on where she bought the mushrooms. But she'd change the time and location. She constantly lied.
- What absolutely gobsmacked me was Erin’s previous attempts to poison her husband, Simon. After eating food prepared by her he was hospitalised four times during 2021 and 2022!! That’s why he declined to attend the family lunch.
- As Sarah observes: ‘…I think this accounts for why people are so gripped by this. It’s a very recognisable, unexplosive-until-the-end narrative of the domestic and the everyday.’
- Erin’s testimony is somehow convincing. Helen would not be at all surprised if she was declared ‘not guilty’. Helen is more sympathetic to Erin throughout the whole book. ‘I don’t really believe in the devil, but I do believe that people become possessed by evil. You can talk about it in psychological way - that she’s very twisted. But there’s this great wretched darkness that she seems to reveal. I have a horrible sense of her as a kind of black hole, a vortex.’
- These profound reflections are what makes this book so interesting, and in fact absorbing. The murders of entirely innocent people by a lying, brutal, self-righteous animal are a stain on our humanity.






