- Australian author Andrea Goldsmith has written an extraordinary novel. It's a microscopic examination of love, literature, religion and abuse. She probes deep and is so perceptive, as her characters grapple with their past, their personal weaknesses, and their likely futures.
- The novel is full of illuminating quotations from ancient and modern writers and philosophers, which add a layer of depth to her story.
- There are four main characters - Adrian, an academic whose obsession is death and its meaning; his young friend Kezi, a creative paper manufacturer and artist; Laura, a town planner; and Tony, also an academic and her husband.
- The novel is also a love letter to inner city Melbourne, and to its cafes, parks, gardens, flowers and birds. And it's a demolition of the current state of our universities, how they're being so seriously underfunded and mismanaged.
- Adrian is now forty-three and alone. After ten years his wife Irene dumped him because he was boring. Both his parents died when he was a young child, and he was brought up by his grandparents. He's now finding it difficult to adjust to changes in his life. His interest in death came from his exposure to religion for the first time at university. ‘Life after life? It was an absurdity’. He's recently become a great fan of classical music, particularly Gustav Mahler's third symphony. It comforts him. As does Beethoven and Strauss. He's hooked on YouTube.
-Kezi (Keziah) is twenty-eight and a lesbian. She is funny, warm and determined but with ‘an undertow of sadness'. She was raised in a weird Pentecostal community called Crossroads, founded by her parents. None of it made sense to Kezi. She became completely alienated from them and has had no contact with them for years. She remembers her parents refused to attend her high school graduation ceremony because she didn’t denounce her lesbianism.
- She does miss the sense of community though - the comfort, the belonging, the love, the sanctuary. She quotes the bible often, and misses the church hymns and music.
- Laura is fifty-seven, and a highly regarded urban development planner. She's a tall, elegant Jewish woman. Her husband is Tony, an entitled prick and humanities scholar who thinks he's a genius. Laura was an excellent student at Melbourne Uni, but she considered Tony a cut above with a ‘passion for the cerebral’. Their marriage has lasted for over thirty years, and they are still very much in love, or so it seems. ‘He held her together…Tony meant life to her, Tony gave her life’. But Laura would never get over not having children. Apparently Tony didn't want them.
- Tony meets Adrian at a party and concludes ‘he’s a fuckwit’. Adrian had never liked Tony, considering him contrived and calculating, always laughing at the expense of others. 'He's arrogant and full of bombast...a third-rate academic...a cardboard cutout intellectual'.
- Adrian, on seeing Laura for the first time at the party, becomes seriously attracted to her. They meet up for dinner in Carlton (near Readings, by the way!) and talk about books about death. They meet a number of times subsequently. She feels free talking to him. They enliven each other and begin to have frequent sex.
- She also starts to realize who her husband really was. An abuser and controller, who demanded she obey or be damned. And she also discovers the big lie he's been telling her all along.
- Kezi, having felt ill for some months, is diagnosed with leukaemia, and has not long to live. She was much loved in life, and is much loved in death.
- The ending is profound and heart-breaking. There could have been other resolutions to the story, but Goldsmith has chosen brilliantly.
- I can't recommend this book highly enough. It is a must read, which I predict will win many awards both in Australia and internationally.